Monday, October 25, 2010

Number 7, already.

I probably could think of the definition of a bad day, but today bypassed that thought of a bajillion bad thoughts probably. It was basically the worst day someone could throw at me, and have put into my life. I will remember it for a wile, until something worse comes around; I'm really trying to think positive lately but it's not working out too well, there is just too much going on. I feel like i'm almost at a standstill to realize the good things that are hapening in my life. 
I basically fell apart internally tonight, everything inside my head is a complete mess.
I went to Ari's for abit, and that usually takes my mind of most of the bad things in my life, but lately I have been having nightly conversations with one of my bestfriends, Isabella. She honestly had the same felings as me about everything that is going on, because she is experiencng the same things. I love her to death, and her thoughts always have such a nice place in my brain.
It's really warm out. I just walked out to Josh's car to put some stuff in there for him.
I don't even want ot blog right now. I'm so depressed.

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